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important news and random rants

.the unforgotten past
Since young, l've encountered difficult-to-handle situations and bad experiences at school. Just like what l've said in the profile, l'm more than an introvert so l could focus on my hobbies at home. Perharp it has to do with the elementary school days. l suppose.

NIGHTMARE~!'s the only word to describe the experiences for interaction with classmates in school. If l'm not wrong, l've been treated like a fool by some of my so-called friends. No one would called a friend just to call her names and tease her in front of your family members, purposely let her listen to it through phone. No one would describe someone as a virus carrier and says words to upset her. Even the form teacher call me names and just told me to change my name when she apologised to me afterward. Knowing that person'll hurt by these words, they continue to repeat it until the end of sixth grade (known as primary 6 in singapore).

It's the main factor why l'm downright frightened of people and could never make the first initial move but the exception for the only and one guy l've a crush on (as l'm shy and will have unusual expression in front of him). At the thought of these might happened again, l'm scared and would kept myself away from the crowd as far as possible.

No one know the reason behind it, not even my parent. Knowing the consequences if l mention to anyone about it, l don't dare to risk as no one can helped me. One complaint from my parent will led me into trouble again. Back to sixth grade, my mommy was told by someone that l was bullied by my classmates. Without a doubt, she went to school and complaint it to my form teacher. Within a day, the chinese girls came to me and push me against the wall, stepping on my shoes and warned me for complainting to my parent. Afraid of the incidents happened again, l kept it a secret till now.

Other than here, that's no way l will mention to anyone else. If possible, l wish to suffer from Posthypnotic amnesia during hypnosis. So l am unable to recall any past memories relevant to them (my ex-classmates). Nonetheless, l would never easily thrown my trust toward people. l wonder when l would be able to throw away these memories. Hopefully, such things would not be happened again. l might not be able to take it anymore.

.candy paradise
Rain rain go away, Come again another day. Little Cherry wants to play; Rain, rain, go to London, Never show your face again!

Kinda find this song familiar? HEHE~! It's one of the nursery ryhmes, but l change some words to suit ME ^.^ Did you see the colorful cotton candy below? It's my favorite food~! Although my daddy's trying to kept me away from it, l can still purchase it S.E.C.E.R.T.L.Y after school/or when l went out on my own.

Enjoy your stay by looking at these lovely and sweet fabulous pictures. l've to go now. SEE YA, tomorrow ~!

!~   *flying kiss* to every lovely friends   ~!

.tomorrow might be a better day for me
Yesterday, l seem to be under a spell called MAD GIRL. During the few hours, l've been roaming round Bukit Panjang Plaza and spent S$39.59 just for a few books. There are Biology (Effective Guide for GCE 'O' Level ; Revised), A Complete Guide to GCE 'O' Level English and Tackling Source-Based Questions for GCE 'N'/'O' Level Modern World History. For the next few hours, l've been reading it.

l did not mention to my parent about the purchasing of the books and my plan of enrolling into St Francis Methodist School (if possible). But l think l need more MONEY.. HAHAHA.. Money again. My only hope will be the winning of TOTO this thursday.

insane girl screaming for help
" PLEASE GOD! Help me.. l definitely need it! Without it, l could not retake the GCE 'O' Level & pursue my dream. "

In Pure Biology, l hate the topic, Reproduction. IT SUCKS AND I ABSOLUTELY HATE IT, although l have not read it! Flipping through the pages, l accidently strumbled upon it and dislike the pictures at the first sight. HAHAHA.. Perharp, l'm too sensitive la.. Even in Sims 2, l am afraid to look at anything like that. OH NO! l'm going off. Ja-Nae!

.reckless but worthy
Today, l went to the website for the Singapore Examinations and Assessment Board and register online for the GSCE 'O' Level examination, although my daddy'll killed me once he found out about it. But l still need to search for my NETS card and register for the part-time education courses for 'O' Level. HAHAHA.. l think l have to pay S$854.15 for both of them. It's pretty expensive but worthy. Tonight is a critical moment as the sum of money for TOTO is able to pay for the examinations, courses and the HDB flat l'm living now so my daddy don't have to pay about $1000 plus for the bills per month.

Hopefully everything goes well and l could successfully obtain the certificate l want. *sigh*. Life is always so tiring for me. l wonder when it will end. At times, l am really envious of those studying in United Kingdom where there are large and successful colleges such as Preston College which offer the BTEC National Diploma in Forensics. *sigh* l wonder why these doesn't exist in Singapore? If possible, l wish to get an A ~ C for all five subjects and apply for Science - BTEC National Certificate located at United Kingdom. *building castles in the air* Anyway, life is like that for me. See ya.

.Look! how adorable every babies is..

.crime is not for everyone
Neither do anybody deserved to be killed by others nor convicted of first-degree murder or second-degree murder. Homicide, Infanticide, Suicide and any sorts of deaths should not happened to anyone else unless it's by natural causes such as heart attack and genetic disorders. Any forms of Infanticide is also known as child sacrifice and usually, female infanticide is more common than the killing of male infant.

Sex-selection infanticide is most common in China as most parents want their first child to be born a male due to the One Child's Policy. As for the example of horrifying infanticide by biological parents is Marybeth Tinning, a mother of eight biological children and one adopted child.

In fact, l don't wish to believe that a mother will killed eight of her biological children and one adopted child. Why she is so cruel to her children and all three of Tinning's children had died within 90 days of each other, a highly unusual occurrence, even if it were Reyes Syndrome or Sudden Infant Death Syndrome (SIDS)? Although she was convicted of second-degree murder and sentenced to twenty years to life imprisonment, none of her children's lives will be revived.

If someone will has realise it earlier, these children's lives will be spared. But it's never too late to prevent such incidents to happens again. Hopefully these will not happened anymore in the near future.

.Finally
A new layout is up for this lame blog! Once again, l used animanga character for my blog skin again and it's HENRYvirus this time! It has been attacking me since 2003 and l was dying from the overdosage of HENRY!Vaccine. HOW? Perharp, l need a stronger antibiotics for curing this sickness. HAHAHA! Back to the offline ramblings...

Nowdays, l really hate staying at home doing nothing but surfing net all day all. Most of my friends is complainting about school works and projects and yet, l am envious of them. At least, it's far better off than having nothing to do. *sigh* l wonder could l exchange with any of them.. l will prefer Elie's college life. HAHAHA.. l am still find it hard to persuade my daddy for letting me to retake the O Level examination using my hard-earned money from the industrial attachment.

Five more days to go before l could apply for it online S.E.C.R.E.T.L.Y and prepared to get scolded for being so reckless. If l am not wrong, l have to spent $408 on the part-time education for GCE 'O' Level and $427 for the six subjects. But it's worth for the sake of myself and my ambition.

But it's still far too expensive already. l hope l could win TOTO just for it and the full payment of the HDB flat where l loved with my parent. HAHAHA.. But l doubt it'll come true. Let's skip this lame topic! Since this blog is established, l suppose the one hosted at Onigiri should be closed and revamped for some other things such as collective. But l doubt l will have the time for the time being. Perharp, l will place it on hiatus and inform Hera about this issue before she chase me like a loan shark. By the way, time's up. See ya!